Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Radio silence

I have something looming very large in my consciousness right now. I’m feeling very, very angry and very, very hurt—and that’s just the beginning.

I also have an incestuous social circle. People who know me in real life read this, and many of them know each other. I can’t talk about it online. Even to allude to the reasons for my anger, even obliquely, even anonymously—would feel like a breach of confidence. I can’t work this out on the ‘net.

I also can’t be all happy-smiley, healing-earworms. I don’t have that grace in me, or hope. I don’t know when I will.

Until I can write, pray, feel, or think about other things besides school and this, I’m staying off the blog.

Peace to all, and please pray for me.


Mimi said...

I'm sorry. My prayers that God's peace surround you. Hugs.

Grandmère Mimi said...

Kirstin, I'm so sorry. I pray that you experience God's presence with you during this time of hurt and anger and, in the end, that he will heal you and grant you his peace.

Lauralew said...

Dear Kirstin, hugs, love, and peace be with you during this difficult time.

lj said...

Kirstin, If you need to rant off-line you can email me: revlauraj at yahoo dot com.

Love and prayers.

Kirstin said...

Thank you, all, so much. I've been having some amazing encounters with my friends, online and other, through this. I'm thankful for that.

lj, thank you so much for offering. I might, but not tonight--I've been awake since 3:30 in the morning, and I need to sleep soon.

((((all of you))))

eileen said...


Sorry I was gone at this time.

If you need me, you know where to find me.